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10月29日 体察上帝的心我越來越能体察上帝將自己、家人、親友患病、離世、哀傷、盼望、依靠的經歷放在 我們及我們的神學經歷的作用。
首先是學習操練憐憫的心,經歷身同感受的痛。
其次是學祈禱,學習放膽向主傾訴,然後經歷祂的慈愛實在。
再其次是學習面對人生苦難的神學基礎,找緊神給我們的份,和聖經對人在苦難中 的應許,產生堅強,忍耐,盼望。
這一切的經歷操為要我們學習捨己,接受並經歷一個與我們一同受苦,但可能選擇沈 默,自甘自限的上帝。
因此我們將來能安慰人,為別人代禱代求。
為同學們的經歷,我們一同悲痛;為同學們的經歷,我們一同感恩!
誰要我們這一生所行的是什麼呢?豈不是彌迦書6:8的教訓麼!
既與上帝同行,一切經歷,豈不感恩敬拜?
志堅 10-28=2009 10月12日 A BEAUTIFUL PRAYERA BEAUTIFUL PRAYER 10月5日 12 Lessons Learnt from Myanmar Mission12 LIFE LESSONS LEARNT from Myanmar Mission (6.19-8.21.2009)
Lesson One: Learn to Walk in Love with Jesus and with the family: During my preparation of the mission, I was very pushy, repeatedly asking my spouse to seek no-pay leave from her employer so that she could join a one week mission with my to Myanmar. From Dec 2008 to March 2009, Hong Kong was under economic downturn, with massive layoff. My wife did not dare to seek the one week no pay leave. I kept pushing her, and up to a point, we had a little family quarrel. God saved me from further mistake. Through prayer meeting, the school teacher and the classmates reminded that if the family was not ready, I should consider staying with my family in Hong Kong for a local city mission instead. After praying, I expressed my willingness to give up my desire to go for an overseas mission. She answered, “It was too late. Her boss had agreed to grant me the exception. But it was good to hear that you can give up your desire for me.” When my spouse arrived at Myanmar, we listened to the witnesses by some foreign missionary families in Myanmar and discussed on our own family concern to become a missionary family in the future, and. Several key ideas firmed up in our minds: 1) If it is the Lord’s wish to raise my family as a missionary family, He will not just call me alone. He will call my family, my spouse, and settle all the concerns we might have. We just need to patiently wait for his calling. 2) God gave me these helpers in my family, my wife, my daughters, and my son are all Christians now. I will never walk alone in my ministry to God. Lesson Two: Being, and not Doing: God answered my query about the value of a missionary, who struggles so much and can do so little in a foreign country. Is it worth it? The value of a missionary is in his or her being obedient to God’s commands and giving glory to God by his living Christ-like testimonies. God does not need us to do great things for Him. Before us, He planted the churches. After us, He will raise church leaders and pastors to feed the sheep. Our role as missionary is just to give life testimony and it is our honor to share a piece of His work. Lesson Three: His Works, His Creation: Despite Myanmar being a Buddhist country, God planted many churches, and raised my servants for Him in the past two hundred years. God led me to the St Mary Church, St Andrew Church, Emmanuel Baptist Church of the Chinese, St Augustine Church, as well as those newly planted local churches, and witness his providence, his works, and his creation. We should not over-value our work and our sacrifices, as they are not true. Before us, and after us, God is in control. Lesson Four: Learn to Live a God-centered Life: The Myanmar mission experience opened my eyes to what is meant by a God-centered life. We spent hours in prayers, and bible study, sharing, worship before we start our ministries every day, and after we close our ministries every day. In Hong Kong, we are so busy living a self-centered life, doing things that are important to us, and not to God. We only spent couple of minutes in praying, and only worship God on Sunday church services. But here, we spent hours in praying, in person reflection, in solitude, in worshiping God, in singing, in bible studies, in sharing every week. Our family seldom pray as a family. I wish I could keep this habit when I return to Hong Kong, and give God the best of my time, and give Him the number one priority in life. Lesson Five: Be guided by the Holy Spirit: I prayed that I would be guided by the Holy Spirit. The Spirit asked me to take an exercise to pray for 100 Myanmar friends I met, to inquiry about the needs of the Agape Orphanage and to raise USD2500 for their needs, to write a case study of OM Myanmar by interviewing the Go Chin’s family. (This later was said by Go Chin as an act of God to remind them about the grace they had experienced in their lives.) I learnt how to experience the guidance of the Holy Spirit in preaching, two times in God of Grace Church, and in telling kids stories, leading kids games. Lesson Six: Learn Self-Control and a Missionary Life: Each week, OM Myanmar gave me some money for the apartment expenses, and my personal expenses. We had a budget of K3000 (HK$20) a day for our food, which is barely enough. I learnt how to best use of my pocket in only my basic needs, and to struggle from my desires. I was over-budgets in the first few weeks, but learnt to stay within my budget in later weeks. In my last week, the Spirit moved me to buy a children electronic piano for their kids ministries, and I spent half of my weekly money for that, and then, I skipped my meals, saved, and controlled my spending and managed to stay within the budget even with my offering of the piano. Lesson Seven: Dependent On God, Entirely: I brought 35 kilos of luggage to Myanmar, trying to prepare for every situation I knew. I brought a backup battery for computer, a mosquito net, lots of anti-mosquito medicines, many gifts for kids, some English books for the school. None of them was needed in Myanmar. I was provided with a large apartment with gas, air-conditioner and a mosquito net, a library in OM Myanmar with comprehensive bible commentary books. I brought the battery but forgot to bring the cable, that the battery is not usable during the whole mission. Instead of relying on my own supplies, I learnt to rely on God for daily supplies and daily living, for his supplies of electricity, water, wisdom in my ministries, to teach kids a song, lead a game, do some crafts, I depended on Him. My life became so relaxed and so enjoyable when I depend on Him. Lesson Eight: He is Wondrous and Humorous: He is not just graceful, but wondrous. He not only gives, but also surprises you for his providence. I was able to read bible commentaries while I was studying the bible play. I even had a game of golf in Myanmar on a day off. He is humorous, too. The Spirit led me to read ACTS 8:1-5 on the first day of my arrival to Yangon. It is about the martyr of Stephen and every Christian in the early church had to go to Samarian as missionary. They preach gospel there. He gave me these verses for my first sermon in life. When I was preparing for the sermon, God led me to an old electronic testimony file on my PC about Eric Liddell, the Olympic 400M race Gold Medal holder. Immediately after his Olympic games, he went to China as a missionary in an international school. That morning when I was on the road to the church, I suddenly realized that the content that I prepared for my first sermon in life was really the words from God to me, “Go and preach the gospel, in China, like Eric Liddell.” Lesson Nine: Pastoral Caring: In Myanmar, I had the opportunities working very closely for the first time in my life with the pastors and ministers. I began to realize the demand and expectations of from the church members on their pastors and ministers, and how they had to be always alert and ready to minister the members in different occasions and for different needs. I had also closely watched the pastoral caring duties from the leaders of the Emanuel Baptist Church, and witness the efforts to re-vitalize the 120 years old church. T thanked God for this previous opportunity. Lesson Ten: Learning Humility: As requested from my prayers for learning humility, God gave me many occasions to confront with my desire for recognition, for respects to my suggestion by the team, for my understanding and interpretation of the bible, and for acknowledgement of my efforts in ministries. In each of the occasion, the Holy Spirit reminded me that such desires were from the evil. I must question myself that my eagerness and my initiatives to serve God, did not derive from the ego to prove my values to God or to my teammates. God really taught me. From their feedback I collected, I became aware that sometimes I was frank, impatient and direct to present my views and ideas. To learn to be His humble servant, I must learn to accept willfully and cheerly the joy of being ignored, rejected, and neglected. I must rule that my motives and initiatives to minister are my responses to the will and command of my Lord, and not from own desires for recognition or desires to prove my values. He humbled himself and became obedient to death-- even death on a cross! (Phi 2:7 NIV) Lesson Eleven: God Prepares: God opened my eyes to see His provision and His perfection in Myanmar. I was able to meet with a Pastor Tong who started a Training school for Chinese Preachers in Myanmar some 27 years ago. The school trained 140 Chinese preachers now working in Chinese churches all over Myanmar. I visited some of the early Catholic and Baptist churches, and was able to see His work decades ago, appreciated how He prepared His servants in those churches. Such vision places the work and the values of missionaries into the right perspectives. For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do. (Eph 2:10 NIV).. We are just His workmen and must it is His grace to us that we can co-work with Him in His plans for Myanmar. Lesson Twelve: Bear Fruits of the Spirit: I took several pictures in Myanmar and was surprised by my own portrait. Never Had I looked relaxed, easy-going, peaceful and pleasant with good smiles on my face. I checked my previous photos, from which I found myself nervous and serious. There was not any smile on my face. I asked myself how come I had such relaxed smiling face. I reasoned that in Myanmar, I was totally rely on God’s provisions, trusting that He would take great care of my daily breads, and the Holly Spirit was with me all the way. I felt from inside me that my life bear fruits of the Spirit: that my life was filled with love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and Selfcontrol (Gal 5:22 NKJ) because the Holy Spirit was dwelling inside me. This was a fulfilling and pleasant experience. SUMMARY I would like to summarize my two month missionary experience in Myanmar in the following two statements: (1) His Way Is Perfect: He showed me His wonders, His greatness, power, and majesty in His kingdom in Myanmar. He showed me that His way is perfect when there seems to be no ways. He selected me to go to Myanmar. He cleared all obstacles for my whole family to join in this mission experience. He allowed me to depend on Him. He put tests before me to learn humility as I prayed for. He showed that He made our weakness strength. He loves Myanmar and He prepares His workmen. On the last of my family’s ministry, He allowed us to teach biblical English in classes, and called on the name of Jesus. He even prepared one lady student to convert to Jesus one day prior to our departure. On my leaving plane from Yangon to Singapore, He made me read and understand why Jesus asked Peter three times, “Do you love me? Feed my sheep!” God is love. He knows that I will be going to the Ark Church for Pastoral Practicum, and that I should humble myself, minister the handicapped church members there with love from Jesus. His teaching to me during the whole mission trip was so perfect. (2) I am Sinful. I am unworthy of all the kindness and faithfulness you have shown your servant. (Gen 32:10 NIB). But God has mercy on me. Despite my repeatedly failing to humble myself in my ministries, He still loves me. He so loves me and my family that He places Jesus in our hearts, and the Holy Spirit as our comforter. He renewed my life, pricked my hearts. Lessons I learnt during the trip will be my life lessons that I will never forget. Augustine Chow
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